i got fucking JACKED

so i'm redoing the conclusion today because the first version was crappy (i.e., done at about 4 a.m. after a couple of drinks and little sleep). i've got the finishing touches on the damn thing and am reminded i have a meeting in a couple of minutes. i fucking HATE meetings.

anyway, i step away from my computer and am in a meeting for about an hour and a half. first off, that meeting was as dry as an old woman's twat (pre-invent of 'vaginal moisture in a tube'). it was a complete waste of my fucking time.

i get back and notice my computer has been restarted. WHAT THE FUCK??? turns out my computer will restart itself without any instruction from me if there are new updates for windows to download.

four hours writing? down the fucking DRAIN. i knew before i even logged onto blogger that i was gonna be fucked and sure enough, the last draft saved was basically the fucking beginning i re-started yesterday.

people, i'm totally discouraged now. you know i'm gonna re-do it, but it just won't be the same. i feel like i'm being asked to re-use a condom or something. it just feels WRONG.

oh, and bill gates...if you out there? FUCK YOU for putting out a product that can hijack a person's shit without them even being able to do a damn thing about it!