i love you arizona, but fuck you, too

ended up going to the gym anyway. i've had alot on my mind lately. arizona inspired me to write in a way that i can't even explain. maybe it was arizona, maybe it was what i found in arizona. either way, it's both anguishing and exhilarating how i've been feeling for the last two weeks.

i'm just gonna have to write it outta me, cuz to contemplate the possibility of it is to torture myself needlessly.